Last week ended with me taking lunch, sitting in the Walgreens parking lot, and venting to mom.
My life is entering another transitional phase; transitioning out of friendships, letting relationships go, baby showers instead of wedding showers, and not going to Steeplechase and being okay with it.
This isn't a bad thing. I'm not upset about it. But change is always hard.
There's a song I like to put in the middle of my runs that I feel like was written exactly for this kind of thing. Bastille hit the 20-something problem nail on the head when they penned Weight of Living.
All that you desired, when you were a child
Was to be old, was to be old
Now that you are here, suddenly you fear
You've lost control (You've lost control)
Do you like the person you've become? Oh
Under the weight of living
You're under the weight of living
Under the weight of living
You are under the weight of living
The weight of living, the weight of living
Do you like the person you've become?
I think I'm just getting to know her actually.
But, she's pretty awesome [if I do say so myself.]

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