I heard my love was a season that you wore for the pretty girls

  I have this enduring quality of being emotionally challenged. I have some complex when it comes to opening up and just saying what's wrong. I would be better suited to play the guy role when it comes to dating. I'm awesome at pushing people away. So after having another failed attempt of a date this past weekend, that didn't even make it to the damn date, it's a fantastic story really and then having to explain to mom and then dad what was going on and one Zaxby's Wings and Things meal complements of my amazing dad I did what I always do, lay on the floor of the shower. I have a couple favorite playlist for nights like these, so I shuffled that baby and cranked the water as hot as it would go. While I was sitting there this song came on and I knew I had found my Wordy Wednesday post. I originally found this song on a One Tree Hill Spotify Playlist and now I share it with you. Hopefully you can find something in the lyrics too.

I guess you need a little sugar
Cause you always wander around
How would you like a little fancy
Whenever you feel a little inside out
I heard you need a vacation
Said I bored you right to tears
I heard my love was a season
That you wore for the pretty girls
You said no
That's not the way it goes
You said no
That's not the way it goes
But it is, don't lie
I've seen that curl up around your smile
And it is, don't lie
Who do you think that you're kidding this time

Only I know, I know you get lonely at night
I know, I know you get lonely sometimes
I know, I know you get lonely at night
Nobody knows you like I do

I guess you need a little sugar
Cause you never wait around
I heard you like it to shiver
It's like right up your spine
I saw you walking with him
Down the steps that I walked you in
I got hurried for midnight
With slippers of glass and perfect fits
You said no
That's not the way it goes
You said no
That's not the way it goes
But it is, don't lie
I've seen that curl up around your smile
It is, don't lie
Who do you think that you're kidding this time

Only I know, I know you get lonely at night
I know, I know you get lonely sometimes
I know, I know you get lonely at night
Nobody knows you like I do

Nobody else waits on you
When your hands shake like the breeze
And your mind is a permanent dream
Left your head long before you broke through my door
Baby, baby, but it is, don't lie
I've seen that curl up around your smile
It is, don't lie
Who do you think is gonna be laughing this time
It is, don't lie
I've seen that curl up around your smile
It is, don't lie
Who do you think that you're kidding this time